You're adorable, smart, and independent. You'll get through this and who knows, instead of a boyfriend you can try your hand at world domination, that sounds like fun, and the world could use a new leader.
Dear whoever you are,
I love you. When I take over the world, I will give you a high-paying position and secure you with many fluffy animals.
I know that I chose to break up with him, but it’s still painful being cold and alone at 3 am. I miss having him with me all the time. He was my best friend. I lost that. We’ll never be able to talk to each other like we did, no matter how badly I wish we could. But that was pillow talk - relationship talk - something special to share with him as my boyfriend, not as a friend. I loved him so much, and I’m constantly scared that I’ll never find that feeling again.